#79 Confessions

I realize I haven't been posting; Easter was a blast. I decided that this blog will be about confessing things about myself.

• I am worried that I end up an old maid. I know, I know, I got to think positive, and my time will come. I hear that all the time, but I am about to be 27 and have never had a boyfriend and never really been on date. I am not ashamed of this fact, but I am finally admitting to it. 
• I really enjoy being by myself. I am a loner and have no problem sitting hours by myself reading a book or watching television. I know I probably shouldn't enjoy this, but I do. 
• My house is always messy. I have to make conscious effort to clean my house. So, if people want to come to visit, give me sometime to do a quick clean-up. Oh, and you aren't allowed upstairs.
• I secretly want to live in Hawaii, well I guess it is not a secret anymore. The beach, the waves, the fresh air, what more could a girl ask for.
• I don't drink. (Definitely not a secret) I wish people would stop trying to make me drink something. I don't drink for any moral reason. (A) I don't really like the taste; (B) I always end up being the DD, which I don't mind. I rather drive everyone home safe and sound instead of drinking. 
• I have two celebrity crushes. Zac Efron and Taylor Lautner. I can finally admit this cause they are both finally of age.
• My sister is my best friend. I love her so much. I feel like I can ask her anything and she won't look at my stupidly.
• I can't walk in heels; I need to practice, but I don't understand why if you are going to invent something like high heels, why not make them comfortable. 
• I am awkward socially. I never know what to do is some situations. That is one of the reason's why I am so quiet most of the time. I don't know what to say or do. 
• I am sure there is more, but I don't know if I want to admit anything else.