#202 Friday

Hey guys I know it has been a while since I posted something. Last week my sister and her hubby's freezer broke so we have been eating lots and lots of protein aka meat......So that and the fact that I quit tracking my food intake after the first day, I had a gain. (The reminds me....I need to track today's food intake.) I didn't gain much, point 6 to be exact, but it is a gain and on that makes me disappointed in myself.

I really need to get back to the whole exercise thing. I don't know whats wrong with me. I just can't seem to get it together. Today I earned a little activity by moving bricks form one pile to another, but with the heat and all I sweat my butt off, but earned little activity. I guess I may do a little tread mill time, but don't hold your breath cause that probably won't happen. I just don't have the will power right now.

I miss going to my zumba class but I can't seem to want to pay for a class when I don't have a job. (I need to get on that, but that's a whole different ball game that I don't even want to chat about.)

I found myself today, while I was moving those bricks while listening to the music, wanting to just dance like a little girl in her room while she thinks no one is watching. I know that sounds silly, but when I was still living by myself in the A-Frame (long story) I use to do it all the time. I mean I did take dance since the age of 2. So there is nothing wrong with dancing like a fool by yourself, right? Yeah, I know y'all are laughing at this, but dance is good exercise. Put it this way...I am in my own way creating my own Zumba or my own Hip/Hop ab exercise routine.

So what's my deal? What don't I have any motivation? I had made a deal with my cousin Elyse that we would both do what is in our power to try to loose weight by Christmas, but I don't think I am going to make it.

Well enough of my babbling, so I guess I am going to sign off. I hope everyone has a great weekend.