#92 Confessions

• I have been maintaining my body weight even though I don't want to. This sucks butt cause lord knows I would like to lose an additional 30 pounds if not more. 
• I have a love hate relationship with exercise. I love the way it makes me feels, but it takes so much for me to actually do it. As I am trying to save some money, I have decided that I will make use of my Wii and the Zumba 2 game that I have. I just need to make myself do it.
• Also, our swimming pool is clean and ready for use. Now I just need to get in it and start swimming laps. 
• I don't know if people actually read my blog, but I could care less. It is out there and if it helps someone else, then I am happy. 
• I don't know what I would do without my coffee in the morning. 
• I LOVE LOVE LOVE the Real Housewives of New Jersey; my fav housewife is Theresa. She cracks me up. I feel bad for her sometimes. I can see that she is sincerely trying to apologize. It is just up to the others if they accept it. Don't get me wrong I absolutely love all the drama, but I hope these women don't actually act like this. In my opinion they all need to grow up a bit.
• I am over American Idol. It is not the same as it was in the beginning when you could actually see the progress. It seems to me that all the contestants recently are trained and are professionals. 
• Finally, I realize that I haven't posted in while, but I have been sort of down because I keep losing and gaining the same weight; it royally sucks. Since then, I have been tracking everything that I eat.  Let's just hope I can keep this up. On the downside, I haven't been exercising.
• I have sort of lost my motivation for losing weight. I need to go back and read my new member book. I also need to go back to my first blog on wanting to lose weight and what made me go into my first WW meeting which was about 2 years ago.